“Its been a while since I have updated this profile bio. but this is the core: Things change people change styles change, a bit . Boudoir is a passion for me. And I took an editorial approach when capturing the model. as a photographer I like documenting that space and time where beauty gets to be captured at the most artistic way possible. Usually there is a point to it. I did a couple of sets called Foodoir, and some of my sets actually documented the photoshoot and details.

I have entered this site a long time ago, so much time ago that I see in its design it was so good they never needed to change or update it.Now it looks like an old website still asking for a certain resolution for photos. where most websites have already resolved this. but its fine I am also not that young anymore.

This here is my current thoughts the rest below are logs of information I have entered starting from 2020 .
2026

This is for the Travel Models that search for photographer in Turkey and text them their dates.
I understand the hustle involved in being a Travel Model, but this is what I think about paid work.
I think travel model industry alienates boudoir art into a commodity exchange. I hate that.you guys benefit from the status quo of nudity becoming a commodity.This is hard to explain but let me put it bluntly we all want to show the world there is beauty in nudity and partial nudity. We also want to show the world your beauty in that referenced time frame connecting that frame to immortality. Such a frame constructed by both of our collected experience. You wanting money for that creation is reasonable but I also want money for the effort so unless the shoot is funded by a 3rd party somehow . I only give gifts belonging to that frame. It could be something edible, wearable but something material that connects to the memory.
The industry benefits from the romanticsm where I see art there also is an oppurtunity. Time for money is a commodity exchange an exchange of experience and I do understand there are models that have higher marketing value than I so yes if I am going to get a social media boost by them, the payment is negotiable but it still makes this a trade not art.
this is where I stand
We co-create this means the model has seen my work and appreciates my work because I am also an artist like her. the other way is translated to me as " fuck your photography I want travel money and you get to see me pose nude plus maybe If i like the work Ill post it ".
It is unfortunate but it is what it is. I want to work with people who appreciates the work I am doing. So we co create and we earn together ( the whole how to is written at the bottom)

I have reached a point in my life where I could easly say I fucked up or hey this works for me or looks good etc ,not involving any ego, respecting the others there is something called a universal beauty and it is fractal. I can catch that . 10% of the photos I take during a 1 and a half hour long shoot gets edited. I can catch the fractal beauty of a scene 80% of this time duration. The rest is me trying to adjust lights and shit. 10% out of the 80% gets to be published on my pages because now they are also worth the editing effort I am putting.
The model has to know her poses, I don't deal with that. I deal with photographing in my way of expression. The moment is timeless. we capture and keep it. It is shared. It also becomes a scene in a narative I write. It gets a music attached if the process was too inspiring. This is how I flow.

I don't see my work as a commodity as long as I want to shoot you, if not? you have to pay me. and this is why I think what i think about the "my rates" situation.
So when you log in and search for photographers in istanbul to tell them your rates , this is where I stand.




The following paragraphs are logs of information written in differnt time frames

(In 2020)
I had 5 of my sets featured in various magazines. Skynn, Fuse, Mc Golry and Ixora magazine
I have picked up making electronic music along the way. I also edit videos too, (thank god I can still use video editing softwares). So boudoir mixed with video's and nice music works miracles.
I have 4 concepts that I want to do.And if you are interested as a model to create them with me I would be honored.”

(in 2025)
Thats what wrote on my profile without any uodate 5 years ago and on top of that Turkey was a country that payint 200/ $ for 2 hours was not a big thing back then. It was not the best time but was a time for working with travel models.


Fast forward 5 years i went into (i still might be in) a midlife crisis . Not like a michael douglas kind of way(cheating on wife snorting coke while driving a fast car) but more or less lets evaluate where things are going.

Got featured in many magazines like vigour , seline , kaiser etc. (İ honestly cant remember the names)
Owned a studio/food production place that couldnt resist the economic crisis. But i personally established those 4 projects i wanted to finish. With fashion models. Delicate focus became an underground fashion / boudoir photographer that earns some money on the side from the craft.

After loosing the studio i got another idea. And
I have shifted toward academics currently working on my thesis on Troy, and accepting/ financing tfp style trust based photographic ventures.


This part is i am hoping it will make sense.
My music and artist nick is Betadyne i keep it sepetated from my boudoir work however

In 2020 i released the track fallen kingdom this was about the end of the system as we knew it . Following that 2 years later i hit with a bunch of singles ginger bread crack house explaining services like patreon, only fans is just like supporting your religion. You can donate to an unexistant god or u can donate to some person that seems interesting to you.

I extended the concept by telling of people using algorythms (like instagram) to find their tribes online. called it cyber order now : judgement day . and warmed people with mcdonalds beauty contest as if the cyber world becomes mcdonaldized we are all fucked . while mentioning how turkish and worlds economy was going to be “globalized”. Dubai emerging as the cyber dream city . Health system and cultures being destroyed intentionally and money in some countries being devaluated because global economy needs cheap labor force.

All my predictions came true reverting back to 2015 when i made singularity warning people of AI

The future is dark.
I am at the concept The New World Order . Its about how hard capitalistic robots will take over . Its psychedelic its punk its metal its electronic and best of all its not for everyone


The photoshoot concept of this is done indoors with neons and outdoors infront or globalist architecture

Spiritually i ended my journey of being an atheist during this “mid life crisis” and called my new spiritual work (starting with train to nirvana :wrath of buddha a song about karma) continuing with half finished twp tracks pixels to fragments and frequencies.

The photo concept of this is done in the models living quarters (hotel or house) documenting every little aspect of her time at that moment of the shoot showing bravery and voulnarability

The payment method is TFP however the concept is not to exploit but to endors. How? Every model i know owns a subscriprion based account. So i am also planing to by promoting the work the salew and profits from that work finances the work model rates gets covered in time throug crypto.

This finalizes the first stage the second stage is optional where a new deal in partnership upon that work is made and the profits from all sides are covered.

It is logical if you beliece in the kindness of people you want to work with.
So thats the 5 year recap
Hope i hear from you and thanks for reading

Peace

Denisa Strakova Fuse Magazine Vol 17
http://www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/984421

Lenka Luptakova Smooth
http://www.skynmagazine.com/features/#/smooth/

Désirs Sensuels
MCGlory Fashion Mag. August 2016 issue
with Florance Karita

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