September 10, 2019 7:48am Here's a "manic-depressive" photo.
On the up side, your eye contact, your persona, is marvelous. Making contact with an implied audience across time and space is the hallmark of a great subject. I enjoy making contact with your YOU!
On the down side, this is a terrible photo. The background, the extraneous junk on the right, awful.
You have promise, so find a photog to work with who knows how to make great images.